Dead Horse

Well its been a bloody long while since i have written anything here so for that i must apologise, in truth i haven't really had anything to say.
well you will be pleased to know that finally something has happened that has made me pick up the keyboard and have a wee rant cos lets face it know one wants to read what i have been up to 4 cups of tea, brought the sun and peed 4 times (prolly the tea) not very interesting really is it?! Anyway back on subject i have always said don't let work effect your personal life and for most i my working life i have never had a problem. Well today it finally happened I'm suppose to be out right now watching a film and having a laugh but that's not happened because I'm so god dam angry that i don't think i would be A) much fun and B) don't want cause trouble for Hel as its her friends i was meant to be out with. So here's my story and it may get heated

The day didn't start well i had trouble sleeping last night didn't get my head down till 2.30am at around 4.00 am i woke in quiet alot of pain in my back it felt as if someone standing on my back and pulling my neck up which wasn't pleasant anyway got back to sleep again at about 4.30am i woke up again at 6am and then failed to get back to sleep even the Simpson's failed me so with not much sleep i got dressed and headed to work.
At work i found waiting for me a letter written by the christian informing me that she hasn't done the stock takes and basically spent the last two days on the phone and doing sweet fa! this didn't got get a positive response from me in fact i do believe "for fuck sake" was shouted. I work all day on the Sunday and in my time there i get all the end of week paper work done the figures sorted and all the general crap that needs to be done i also get at least half of the stock takes done there are usually 3 and i at the very least get 1.5 done, i have Monday and Tuesday off and come back to work on Wednesday given that i work in an off licence its not exactly the height of activity at the start of the week, so you would think seems she has over double the time i have she could at the very least get the stock takes finished, well guess what she didn't which i think is a fucking joke and I'm sick of it happening every week I'm fed up of been a dogs body and having to do every job that involves lifting and building things (that could be done by all people) all because i have a penis, well let me tell u something my member has done many things but as of yet it hasn't pulled itself out of my boxers and help me screw in a shelve or a piece of display kit and it has never lifted a case of beer or wine and u know what i don't think Mr Peeps every will.
So with the onslaught of customers including one women who didn't understand that 15+15 = 30 my day was heading down the pan, i then proceed to look at the rotas for the next month and sure enough I'm working every Friday, sat and Sunday night some weeks the rota isn't even complete apart from me working those nights and that's what really fucks me off i don't mind working my fair share and as asst manager i understand i have to work more than most however for the past 3 months or so i have done every one and its just not on! What takes the piss even more is the fact that we have one guy who never works a weekend and goes round boasting this fact and the christian been dumb lets him get away with it, and do u wanna know the reason for him never working weekend its because apparently its the only time he gets to see his Gf who by the way looks like a badger with a stick up its arse!!!! I'm sorry but that is not a valid reason for not working we all have things to do, what if i said I'm sorry i cant work Saturdays because its the only day i can have a toss and i wanna do that somehow i don't think i would get time off and when it all comes down to it its basically it's the same thing, when you take on a job you do it to the needs of the people you work for not for what benefits you!! So now rather angry and this situation i get a vist from the christian who goes on to moan that we haven't been sent a bottle of rum or something well again what can you do about it unless u can magic one out of your arse then shut up please I'm sick of it i don't care if we took a million quid or a fiver in a week I'm still gonna get paid the same so frankly i don't give a toss anymore!
These events the lack of the sleep the pain in my back, the lack of work been done, treated like a slave and general constant moaning and alot of other things going wrong so much so i had to stay over an hour after work which i wont get paid for and also some annoing matters outside of work put me in a very bad mood and meant i had to cancel my plans for tonight which has annoyed me most of all. I don't want to feel that work has put me in a situation where i need to go home and cool down instead of enjoying my life and to Hel I'm truly sorry as it looks bad on her and me that i wasn't in attendance and maybe seemed like i didn't want to spend time with her friends and boyfriend when really i did and i will make up for that soon, i sadly didn't get to speak with her before i wrote this to convey my reasons for dropping out, so if your reading this now Hello :)
I truly feel like I'm kicking a dead horse and as Gnr said its been bringing me down, well its not happening again I'm not taking this shit anymore!!!